THANKS PPL!
thanks for cheering me up. ask me not to think abt sad things, is all over.. with ur caring, i will get over soon. will let u guys see my cheerful smile as soon as possible
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e day before ytd slp ard 3.50am.. cannot sleep. jus feel very awake.. think abt things..
really dunno WHY he will chose to break when i already gave him so many chances. talk to him on phone for an hour. but im e only one who talk. he keep saying that he dunno how to say dunno wad to do.. y he must always run away? he only no how to run away.. n im e one who face all the problem. he called me n say nth. i was angry yyy only no how to say i dunno wad to say when i hear ur voice. i said "u cannot always run away right, u must face e problem. if u still wan to carry on this relationship, u should face it. if not this will be e biggest problem for this relationship.." he was very confused. he said he dun wanna break cos he still love me but.. he wan to break cos he dun wan to see me wait for him for months. he will feel very heart pain to see me waiting for him. he dun wan me to waste my time waiting for him. still love me?
All is rubbish! if u really love me, u shouldn't break with me.
dun u no that u chose to break will hurt me even more?
wats e point of tellin me u love me with a "but" behind?
im brave enough to asked him to think "do you still wan to be with me??" I gave him time to think n till e last minute im still waiting for a positive answer.. he really dun wan to do anything to keep this relationship when i decided to give up this relationship, he finally open his mouth, finally willing to say. ofcos i will let him say first.. but wad did he said? he chose to break.! I feel so hurt when i heard him saying that..cos i tot he will ask me to stay but.......... I no im silly to wait for him to say break n still think got the chance to keep this relationship.. anyway is already over~
I would like to tell "u" smth. think twice before u start a new relationship. dun ever start a relationship when u duno how to love urself. when u duno how to love urself u will never no how to love others
hmm lastly i wan to say.. I will get back to the old Jolin soon!
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